lillys space

those of you who know mw and those of you you'de like ot think you do might read this and say yeah what else is new? or oh great another one of her rants, not so my life is exactly where i want it to be right at this moment. i feel at peace with myself and  all is right.  i've had to cut loos a few ties and get rid of unwanted and unneeded baggage in order to do it but i have no regrets not a one. life isnt always rainbows and butterflies but when it is its pretty damn sweet.

after to many years of suffering under the parasidic ways of my husbend im finally free!!! i am divorced the guy i was cheating on him with took me right out from under him isnt that funny? you should have seen his face the day i threw him out he was bawling his eyes out and clinging to me lie a life raft. it was pathitic.  he came back twice that night scratching at the windows but he was gone in no time when my mothers dogs were called. long story short the man i was cheating on him with my Draco and i are living a happy life togather in what once was a house made of broken dreams and empty promises. and life cant get any better then this. pt for maybe once ssmall thing. last june my Draco asked me to marry him. and i said yes.

goth in itsself is hard to undersatand with all the sub genres anwho should be acting like whom and who should be wearing what,  but now in this day and age goth tue goth had dissapeard completely. call me ol fashoined but i long for the time when goth ment something when people like myself enjoyed expressing themselves in a way that made other people think. in this age of electronic sex and  where the "hottest" female is 90 pounds soaking wet.  i would have hoped that something as simple as a real lifestyle would have stayed the same.  come on now people!!! wake up get outside and away from your mind numbing tv shows and unplug yuorselves from your computers and get a real life. meet a real person and have a conversation with someone who you dosnt have to mindnumbingly type a reply to. some of you might say. but all my friends live in differant countries and its hard for me to call or visit them.ITS"S CALLED A PLANE BRAINIAC!!!!